so I went to the zoo today seriously I love the white lions that are there took so many pictures but this one has to be my faveourite some how it looks like these two are so in love or just enjoying each other company and then this photo made me think of how that's I feel when im with him and that feeling is the best in the world just being with each other and thanking that we have moments together
why can;t I be normal ..... why do I care so much...... why do I give it all to get nothing in return....... I fell for you I trusted you I cared for you and now I don't know what to do ....... was it all a game or was I insane that you could actually like me.......did I screw up my chance did I do everything wrong.... was this all my fault you never said if you cared thought he was different but that's what he wanted me to see„„„ I guess
How many times do you want to fall apart before we realize this thing we have, had no chance from the start.... do we even have a chance do you care or am I just the only one with feelings.....I miss him an di may even care too much but I don't care cause everything feels so much better with him it feels like a movie or a fairytale it just like every moment is amazing and it cause of him he has made me see stuff in a new view and so how has made it feel alright to be me I don't think he knows half of this because telling him this is so hard to do but he make me feel so good to be me and that's something I haven't felt in a long time
can i just fade away..... i dont want to be where i am i dont want to feel how i feel i want fade away before everything becomes real .........
real life is getting easier growing up and realizing what life is about i wasn't and I'm not ready life is going by so fast these days i dont even have time to relax and then before you know it another day is over ...... where did the time go? it feels like yesterday i was a kid and now im scared of the world im scared of what's coming i just wish there was a book about my life that i could read and found out when everything is going to happen did i make mistakes (of course ) but how can i fix them....and then theres apart saying you dont need to know anything your in a good place right now your doing betetr with everything but am i ? ami really?